Anyway. Bad feeling. Instincts are telling me I'm about to have to find a new job and FAST. I don't know why. Just that feeling that the server job is about to be OVER. Which is always a fun thing to think about. I like it there, and if it made more money, I'd seriously be set. As it is, I'm gonna have to apply at like...a place that's like a normal TGIF or something. I don't know. Whatever.
Awesome song I found.
Completely reminded me of the whole "Ana as a person" thing, and just...feelings toward the ED thing. Corpse of Corpses by Hawthorne Heights. I'm throwing it on my Thinspo playlist. HOORAH.
Walk step by step
To the rhythm of their once beating hearts
Over and over they march
On and on to the same old songs
Trying to find something worth living for
No more ghost or memories that hold me back
A fresh start is all I have ever ask
I watch my body slowly turn from blue to black
And on, and on, and on
Sometimes it hurts the most to be who you are
You can change your mind, you can't change your heart
To find the end you got to know where to start
And on, and on, and on
You said she is so evil, but
She looks like heaven to me
I follow her to hell and back again
I swear I sign my name in blood
That dripped down from our veins
I swore I'd never tell
I know where to go
What sky, stars are align
Point to blame, clear your name, or just kill the time
My dreams slowly turn
They turn to black and white
They die, they die, they die
You said she is so evil, but
She looks like heaven to me
I follow her to hell and back again
I swear I sign my name in blood
That dripped down from our veins
I swore I'd never tell
And on, and on, and on
You said she is so evil, but
She looks like heaven to me
I follow her to hell and back again
I swear I sign my name in blood
The trip down from my vein
I swore I'd never tell
The end.
good song =] I love Hawthorne Heights!
ReplyDeletenice song indeed :)
ReplyDeleteI completely understand what you mean by that song. I'm going to go and listen to it now :)
ReplyDeleteMY BOYFRIEND DID THAT!
ReplyDeletemakes me think a abit before I post stuff about him...
But WHEYHEY I'M GONNA FOLLOW HIM(coz I'm nosey like that XD)
and that sucks about your job :/ hey, hopefully you'll get a better one XD
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I'm glad I was lucky enough to stumble upon your blog =) Thanks for sharing the song, I love it when you can find meaningful songs with ED-related lyrics. Good luck on your weight loss, and I'm excited to read more from you!
ReplyDelete<3 Issyla