Ugh ugh ugh. I was doing SO WELL. Today when I woke up, I had lost so much, and then now? NOW? Now I can't stop stuffing my face.
I know it's because I didn't eat anything all day, and now I have a headache. Normally, I try to eat my majority of my calories when I first wake up, for breakfast. That way I have all the nutrients that I need to get going, I don't get a headache, and I don't binge later on.
I forgot to bring food for work. I literally didn't eat anything until I met up with my presentation partner for our bio class after like, 13 hours.
I managed to just get eggs and toast, but it came with hashbrowns. I didn't eat all o fthem, but I ate all of the eggs and both pieces of toast. Then I got to class, where our teacher brought some sort of Middle Eastern food (some fried thing with a weird meat mixture inside that was super spicy) and I had half of one of those, and four doritos chips, and three bites of cake (I gave it to the guy sitting next to me), but I swear to god I had to have had at least 800 or 900 calories and I am so scared to weigh myself tomorrow and my head hurts so bad.
I have to wait to go to bed because I need to pick up some migraine meds or else I'm going to be terrible at work and then review for math tomorrow.
And Friday night is the pride party. Which I don't even think I want to go to. I just feel terrible right now and can't believe I ate that much in such a short time.
Ugh ugh ugh.
I hate migraines. I want to curl up with some mineral ice and migraine meds and hide my eyes and just cry. I can't even see out of my right eye anymore. Why the fuck didn't I eat before work? I would have been fine with even some peanut butter and crackers.
AGH I CANT FEEL MY FACE.
*END RANTY POST D:*
Picture related: If I keep eating like a pig, I will never be this ^