Saturday, August 21, 2010
I'm going back to Cali....
So I'm heading to my brothers wedding and typing this on my cellphone.
My temporary fling that I was epecting to have with boy is....not going according to plan.
Its going...well....amazingly. Ive spent the night with him every night for over a week, and Im probably going to be moving in with him when I get back. We got a cat together. Im terrified, but...hes worth it. Hes worth everything.
I woke up this morning to the words "I love you" tagged on the mirror in soap. So before I left dor CA, I wrote a bunch of notes and hid them in places he normally looks. I hope he likes it.
Hes adorable. And Im afraid of messing this up. He makes me so happy, and I want to make him happy too.
My weight is not going as well. Im trying to chill on the ed a little for him. It means I keep fluctuating between 121.3-123.6. Bah. One day I will see the teens.
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I am so happy for you! I know that you are scared, but it sounds like he's a fantastic guy. I'm sure when it feels solid you won't be afraid of the intimacy of it anymore. I hope you just enjoy it for now until that moment comes.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear about your fluctuations. :-( I seriously fluctuate up to 5 pounds in a day, so I know how it can be super frustrating. I hope that part gets better.
B.
glad you found somebody who makes you happy. hope you don't stress about it too much. it'll go great, i'm sure. i hear you on the weight fluctuating. hang in there, darling. you'll be lower soon.
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zette
Your boy sounds wonderful :) I think that as long as you remain your beautiful self, the one that he fell for, you will always make him happy. xoxo
ReplyDeleteAaaawwwwww, you guys are so KYOOOOOT!!! XD
ReplyDeleteHeh, the day I ever manage to see something in the low 120s I'll be stoked. How about 123.4 for me? I'll choke and die laughing my tits off on the bathroom floor while you sit at 119.0 and shake your head.
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