Saturday, June 27, 2009
I am officially out of the obese range.
I can't tell you how cool that is.
Yesterday my stomach hurt so bad. I actually took a lax to stop it from hurting, and I think maybe my ADD meds are messing with my digestive tract, because I've seriously NOT been losing weight. At all. And when I actually like...took that, and after it had done it's job, I woke up today weighing like, nearly 2 pounds less than I did yesterday and that's never happened. It's not supposed to work like that.
So I think that like, I'm going to need to alter my diet to make up for whatever my meds are doing to me.
And I'm wiped out. I also think I had a bit of a sick, because I had nightmares all last night. That or my hormones are whacked.
today is a gym day. with how much my stomach hurt last night, and with how tired I am, and the fact that I only get one day off this week, I'm wondering if I should let myself alter my pattern or push through.
I feel like death.
But I said no matter what. Except in the case of a migraine and all, because then I go blind and yeah.
Am I making excuses to not go?
Or am I legit?
I don't hurt now. But I did yesterday, and now I'm so tired I feel like I can't move.
And I can still feel that gross in my stomach and head.
But I could do the work outs....
I don't even know what it is. I mean, if I'm trying to make up a reason to stay home, or if I actually need to.
How do you figure out what to do if you don't trust yourself?