I've been shit with not eating.
I keep doing it. I think, "I NEED TO STARVE"
and then I eat.
I'm eating like a fat kid.
So...what I was taking for my ADD was concerta. I just switched to something super old, called Dexedrine, which is...actually? Something called an anorexiant. It's in the same class as many diet pills and appetite suppressors. It's the cheapest, oldest, and apparently, it makes food disgusting. I'm hoping this will be the case. I need to force myself not to eat. I need to stop buying food. \
I don't know why I can't make myself starve anymore.