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Saturday, September 26, 2009

I've been shit with not eating.
I keep doing it. I think, "I NEED TO STARVE"
and then I eat.

I'm eating like a fat kid.

So...what I was taking for my ADD was concerta. I just switched to something super old, called Dexedrine, which is...actually? Something called an anorexiant. It's in the same class as many diet pills and appetite suppressors. It's the cheapest, oldest, and apparently, it makes food disgusting. I'm hoping this will be the case. I need to force myself not to eat. I need to stop buying food. \

I don't know why I can't make myself starve anymore.

Blah.

6 comments:

  1. them pills sound handy!! :)

    I hope they work for you
    x

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  2. those pills sound fantastic! i hope it works out for you!

    p.s. i've been trying to get back in control too. you'll totally be able to rock it soon, i know it!

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  3. I am also eating all the time... I hate that our bodies NEED food, can't we just cut that out??

    I hope you'll get back on track soon honey :)

    Love Cille
    http://skinnyzero.blogspot.com/

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  4. thinking of you, hon. we all go through these sluggish, no willpower days. it'll pass. hopefully the dexedrine will help you out of it.

    haven't heard from you since that first email you wrote me... i hope i didn't offend you in some way. i also know that you're totally busy and stuff. anyway, i hope you're good :)

    ps - its Lyla by the way. my blog's in a bit of a transition and i felt a name change was necessary.

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  5. those pills sound awesome...let us know if they work!

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