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I must be thin
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I must be thin
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I must be thin
I must not eat
I must be thin
I must not eat
Thin is win
THIN IS WIN
Thin is best
Thin is control
I must not eat
I must be thin
I must not eat
I must be thin
No more calories
No more calories
I must not eat
I must be thin
I must not eat
I must be thin
I must have control
I must have control
I must have control
I must have control
No food
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
Food is poison
If you eat you will be fat
if you are fat, you will always be ridiculed
You will never be good enough as long as you are fat.
You will never be pretty enough as long as you are fat.
You will never be enough of anything as long as you are fat.
I must be thin
I must be good enough
I must be pretty enough
I must be enough of something
I will not eat
I will not eat
i will not eat
food is poison
food is poison
food is poison.
Thin is starvation
thin is hunger
thin is control
starving is control
starving is perfection
I must not eat
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Have you read Wintergirls?
ReplyDeleteYou will not eat. Stay strong. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteOh, now this looks familiar...sounds like something I was saying not 5 seconds age
ReplyDeleteHello um,, you
ReplyDeleteI ended up here... not important how..
but,, i love you.. you seem.. so precious.. so cool. in so many ways..
and sage francis.. that's a bonus
and this....
hope it's okay to remind you..
"• ...find the teacher who shared her lunch with me in fourth grade when my mom never showed up, and who inadvertently, through that one act, stopped me from killing myself when I was older."
that got me fucking pumping my fists in the air.. for whatever reason...
I really think you should find her.. and tell her..
You'd blow her mind.. you blew mine.. or, she blew mine..
Those 'little' acts of kindness.. can be so so large.
Anyway,, you seem amazing.. maybe we all are.. I don't know..
but, you'll do really well.. i'm sure of it.
you'll struggle. cause,, that's how it goes.. but you're special..
Good luck.. and thanks for giving me something real to read. to experience
Love
Bobby J Rockafella Witherspoon Jnr.