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Sunday, April 19, 2009


This is my first post.

I guess I don't know what to say. I have no idea how to use Blogger. I'm an ex addict who's striving to lose weight and cut down on my calories. I'm a lesbian, unlike most in the ED community.

Yes, that's right.

I like women.

Oddly enough, I tend to like chubby girls, but I can't stand being one myself. GO FIGURE RIGHT?

I wouldn't consider myself ana or mia. I purge sometimes. I try to stay under a certain caloric amount. But I'm educated. I don't want to destroy my body--I want to lose weight. I want control, of my weight and of my life. I do it through severe restriction. My average day consists of 400- 700 calories, and lots of vitamins and electrolyte and potassium supplements.

I'm a biology major, 22 years old, and weigh way too much. I have ADD and am currently umedicated, though hopefully not for long. I'm also chronically single.

And that's all I can think of right now.

I've lost about 21 pounds. I still have a lot more to go. I consider this (my restriction) my dirty secret. I keep wanting to tell someone, but I don't know how.

I make ringtones and other thinspo things :3 My current ringtone is "Me and Mia". If anyone would like me to make some for them, just tell me the song and the basic parts you want cropped, and I'll do it!


  1. I'll consider the honey! (I love honey, but because of how full I am at the moment nothing sounds good..)
    Although the people in charge of taking blood provide everyone with little snacks and drinks (fattening things like oreos and nutter butters)

    I'm not too keen on any dogs, really. I don't even like to pet them, and if I do I make sure to wash my hands seven times after! (It's a Muslim thing) But God that damn St. Bernard was scary!

    No rec center within 30 minutes from where I live, haha. I wish there were, or I wish I had a treadmill. Because I'm more motivated to exercise if there is equipment available. Otherwise I just have no desire to run on the side of the road (where I live there are also no sidewalks).

    Thank you for the advice, ditto.