OMG LOOKIT REVERSE THINSPO for skinny love :D
I DID IT.
I broke past my plateau. Not by a lot. But .8 pounds. So almost a full pound. I think I nearly collapsed XD I weighed myself no less than twelve times to make sure it didn't pop back up to the number it was at before. Today, I'm going to take it incredibly easy on the food, and try to stay around 500 calories, tops, to hopefully solidify this weight. I'm also still hurt, but I'm going to go to the gym anyway and see if I can get away with running or at least doing the bike or something, and then steam room, just to relax.
I have to be careful and actually eat SOMETHING before my appointment, though. I have a meeting with a psychiatrist to get my ADD meds, and I don't want him to realize that I'm doing this (that I have an ED? That I'm nearing an ED? That I'm undiagnosed ED?) because then I'll have to stop and I don't want to.
I am so spoiled.
So gay pride is in like, a week. I haven't bought my tickets for it, but one of the girls I go to school with says she's going to go with me. I don't know if I'm going to be to a happy weight by then. If I want to try, it means I now have to lose about five pounds. Happy weight being that I'll weigh almost thirty pounds less than I did at last years pride. I don't know how comfortable I'll be.
I don't think most straight girls get PRIDE. There's a certain...
...well, when a guy looks a million times hotter than you in a skirt, and his words "Sweetie, you would look so good if you dropped some weight!" as he gives you that look, then you know.
You just know. Boys should not make a hotter girl than I am. Except traps. Traps who like girls.
Traps confuse my sexuality o.o
I'm sure you all needed to know that, btw XD