I keep writing.
I made it to 1200 today. I feel sick. I want to make myself sick. But I can't. I need to prove myself that I can be okay.
This is only for 1 month. 30 days. I can do this for thirty days.
This is day 3 of 30.
27 left until I can go back to restricting.
I feel sick. I feel cold. I feel lethargic and exhausted.
I have a migraine. I'm thirsty. So freaking thirsty.
Why does it hurt to eat now?